Saturday, October 01, 2005 @ 22:20
Haiz... ii am so sickk but ii just can't get to sleep ii just feel so llonely... Why do ii always have this ??? Whenever ii really need someone, no one will be here ii don't know... Not even yyou... ii still wonder sometimes ii know yyou need me ii will be there but for mee... When ii really feel so lonely yyou will not be around or busy... ii just had that kinda feeling... yyou just don't understand me... But never mind le... yyou will only regret understanding me cause ii am too difficult for people to get to understand me... Me had a great deep heart with lots and lots of problems unsolved hidden in mystery too... Haiz... ii just think yyou don't try to understand me is better... ii seems so invisible to everyone... ii seems to be so perfect that ii don't even had someone to confess my prob with when ii want... yyou only want to know when that happens on the day... Other than that yyou won't get to know anything de... ii cried under my blanket without anyone knowing... ii still feels that ii am too extra living in this world... Haiz... Forget it... ii don't know but even if ii got yyou or don't have ii just feel that there is nothing different... ii suppose ii am better off on my own... Think going back to sleep in case my flu get worse bah... Byez... Just hope that everyone will Take Carez... Exams coming me wishing everyone GooD LucK and All The Best !!! Wishes everyone won't get llonelyy...
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