Kerlyn is me.
Someone who lost faith and trust in love
to play hard is what she wants in life now.
To achieve dreams within the next 5years.
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? Diane
? Ferlyn
? Hazel
? Hong Ning
? Juliana
? Kaili
? Ken
? Norin
? Shuling
? Steffie
? Valerie
? Wei Min
? Xueting
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Jus leave me to rot.let me bluff my ways through m... Today, mark the end of my weekdays.Haix.like what ... Halo.Been days since ii blog.Lots of things happen... Then suan lorz. Since it is all about games. Then ... Today, went back to school for lesson. Then sth ha... ii am back.Sick again.But no one care so doesnt ma... ii am finally back to post after so many people re... ii am DEAD today.ii give up.ii am llost. ii llose. Today, ii finally changed my blogskin after using ... ii am here to update my life again.Pathetic life o...

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It is a brand new day.
ii had made lots of life choices.
ii am going to fulfill it no matter what.
No one is able to stop me.
ii am changing for yyour info.
To become a better person.
Not to let yyou look down upon.
Nor being accuse by ur own assuming le.
ii promised to lead a better life than yyou.
No matter what.
We are still friends.
Forgo the past, and look forward to a better future.
Just treat the past as one of yyour life experiences.
You will be able to visual a better world.
Knowing yyou is my greater appreciation.
ii had learn alot from yyou and ii thank yyou for everything.
ii had decide on what ii want. So do yyou.
ii just want to let ppl know : -
LIVE YYOUR LIFE FOR YOURSELF
What ii said to yyou before, but ii didnt understand nor used it.
So now ii am using it and reminding myself times and times again when ii forget about it.
Hope everyone understand this.
Anyway. May everyone had their happiness in whatever way.
Just feel comfortable and relax that will do.
Kk le.
ii supposed this will be my last post.
ii wont be blogging anymore.
ii have decided to let this blog become a memory in my life.
It did a great hurt and pain to me but it also let me realised ii had to face the reality.
Hope everyone enjoyed this blog.
Stay happie.
Good luck to all those who are taking Os.
May God bless yyou.


For July born :
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.

ii suppose none suit me.



This is from my msn space.


ii changed my life after so much a struggling. ii had woken up to reality. yyou never knew ii could. ii had realised that staying put doesnt bring yyou anywhere. Thanks to yyou for knocking me up. ii appreciate yyour help. but yyou wouldnt know what ii want to say all along. If it happens to have the time, ii shall revealed to yyou. ii am sure yyou are happy now. Maybe some things are never meant to be said. Some things are meant to be kept forever even to the day the die. Haix. llove is just such a cruel thing to me. ii hate being lied. ii dont want any pains nor hurt anymore. ii shall close my heart. - heart dead - too much of hurts allow me not to trust llove too much, yyou will get nothing.


My new Quote : -
Everyone tends to change as the life goes on, in order to grow to become a better one. Learn from the past mistakes and treat it as a life experiences. Forgo the past and look forward in order to move on in search of a better and brighter future.


Someone asked me this few questions : -
how come in this world have love?
what is love?
why are everyone so interested in it?
is being in love good ?
how does it feel to be in love ?
how come people commit themself in something that will end?
how come people always say that love is sweet?
how come people will lose themself while they are in love?
den why people after getting hurt by love, why will they wan to get back into it again?


My reply was this : -
In this world, god created this thing called love in order to make people grow and learn It may be a interesting one to be include into our life. As love will let us grow and have experiences. People are interested due to curiosity but if they get hurts then nth is fun anymore. It is all pain. Being in love is good at times and bad at times but love makes one stronger. It gives the courage to their partner. When yyou are in llove, you will feel that yyou are the one with the most happiness in the world compared to others. Love is blind and foolish. ii dont believe in everlasting love, therefore every r/s will end even how much effort yyou had put in it. ii supposed love makes one being rash and impulsive. Love is sweet when there is only happiness but love becomes bitter when the r/s starts to become unstable and tends to be hurt. Thus this will leads to the end of r/s. Love makes one's thinking become uncontrolled. Maybe it is just the effects of love from what ii know and what ii had been through. The powerful of love is unresistable. Therefore without love some might not be able to live. ii admit that love is the most important thing in everyone's life. It keeps one continue moving on. Without them some might do sth foolish and tends to forget that life outside still goes on. ii advised people to think twice before going into a r/s. dont get yyourself hurt and hurting others too.