Wednesday, June 13, 2007 @ 22:23
ii am g0ing t0 change my life..Probably, ii will be single..ii have al0ts 0f things in mind..Everything is flooding my mind..ii d0ubt ii can even c0ncentrate 0n what ii am g0ing t0 d0 n0r think..ii was told to make a CHANGE in my life..Quite true, cause ii was thinking ab0ut it f0r m0nths..But 0ne thing, ii am afraid is ii d0nt want t0 hurt my ddar n0w..Siighs..Guessed, we arent fated la..We are like s0 cl0se yet s0 far..We like d0nt have much things in common..We hardly talks face to face..Except disturbing one an0ther..Being with yy0u maybe fun yet tiiring..Due t0 the fact that yy0u make me happy yet sad..Haiish..ii really d0nt kn0w what t0 d0 n0w..ii have n0 mood in studying ITE le..Is n0t t0 my liking..ii am getting tiired..ii might be taking private..If ii am, ii will be w0rking soon t0 pr0vide f0r myself..Everything, seems s0 difficult and c0mplicated f0r me t0 fulfil and understand..ii am really at my wits..How ii wiished..To my ddearest b0yfriend, ii d0nt wanna hurt yy0u but it seems like ii cant.We aint suitable due t0 0ur differences in alm0st every aspects.ii kn0w yy0u are good to me.Maybe ii sh0uld st0p it n0w in 0rder n0t t0 hurt yy0u further m0re.ii am deeply s0rry.We are n0t fated t0 be t0gether but pr0bably friends will be better.If we are truely in love, n0 matter h0w far we g0, we will be t0gether in the end.ii am n0t sure whether yy0u will get the chance t0 read this.Hope that yy0u will understand.Sorry t0 make yy0u cry jjust n0w.Sorry t0 leave yy0u al0ne 0n bus as ii g0 away.ii am SORRY.!!iiMISSyy0u..takkaiires.
